Heaven is something else our small human minds can't understand. If you believe in God, then you believe in His Holy Word the Bible.  The bible tells us that heaven is a wonderful place.

      "And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away." (Revelation 21:4)

     Please believe in God and accept His Son Jesus as your personal savior.  It will be a decision that you can live with forever.